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It's the absolute truth, at the end of the day it doesn't matter.  Almost nothing really does. I have one life, one time around and one chance to experience this world.  The people in it and everything it has to offer. I've lived my life by this philosophy since I was young and I probably will until I die. Life is about the experience, we have laws so we don't fuck up someone else's.  Theres plenty of people who can do whatever.  Only I am suited to be me, and live my life. So it is what it is.

A far away dream, and a long forgotten promise. There she is - mumm ra  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3pelHCk07M The words, I never said. The thoughts, not worth thinking. My mind a shattered reflection of things it never had the privilege to remember. Promises, Words, Lost to time, truth lost to perception, the memories disentigrating, falling threw my hands as though uncapturable grains of sand. Love lost to time as few things aren't you were mine, even if for a minute Even if for a moment My truth My trust My heart That thing I keep trying to beat down inside of me My soul I  promised you a promise that was taken from me The most ridiculous promise I know today, not all promises can be kept I know love doesn't last I know Iknow I KNOW I know, that I know nothing, that your memory still haunts me, the memory of you that isn't even real Corrupted and lied about and destroyed and used and abused. My heart. My you. You still hurt, hur